Thursday, May 18, 2006

Learning to Breathe

i love walking by streams. sounds girly, but there is something peaceful about the water falling over rocks and little fish swimming in the small pools. i have set for hours by a stream. thinking. praying. wishing. hoping. cursing. ya know in pslams 40 where it says to wait patiently on the Lord. yeah.. well i haven't learned that yet. in those moments of peaceful water flow.. i find my struggles come up for air. it's as if they pick the one time that i am trying my hardest to be close to God.
this past week i have discovered that i am really fighting with the spirit inside of me.

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